My first 30 days are up tomorrow and I am anxious to see how I’ve done. I have been working hard at staying on track with my workout and eating goals, but I am worried that my hard work will not show on the scale. Or on the measuring tape. I already did lose a few inches, but the pounds have been so stubborn and I haven’t lost an inch since I started. I actually gained a pound or two!
I will also have my daughter take new pictures of me in the various poses I did for the first set of pictures. I hate looking at them, but without proof in a picture it is really hard to see progress. Pictures have always been difficult for me since I don’t feel comfortable with having my picture taken, but perhaps it’s because I know I don’t look my best. My hair is a mess, my double chin is showing, or I have acne on my chin. There’s usually something I can find fault with.
But I am so over feeling I have to be perfect in every shot. I am who I am, take me or leave me. What you see is what you get. I am a work in progress and working towards a better me. Not perfect, but better. (At least take the double chin and acne away…I can deal with a bad hair day!)